Sunday, October 12, 2014


Like many things in life, I can say mother hood came naturally. July 3rd, 2014 was the day I was born; it was the day I realized who I actually am and what I will forever be willing to do.   My Son was born July 3rd, 2014 at exactly 5am . Being only 20 years old I had no idea what I was getting my self in to.  And I’m pretty sure neither did Chris. I know many young girls who get pregnant and aren’t married like in my case and they feel lost, they have so many questions not knowing what will happen; and having the feeling like life as they new it will no longer be. But if there is one ting I can say is I would not trade the feeling my son gives me for nothing in the world.

 Now that my son is here with me and healthy I can get back to one of the things I love the most, my blog. It took me about three months too even want to get dress again but hey we have to start somewhere.

Shirt: forever21 
Pants: Marshalls 
Flats: target 
Scarf:Philip Lim 
BackPack: Vintage 
Sunnies: Oscar De La Renata

Thursday, April 10, 2014

Spring Manicure

About 3 weeks ago I decided to try 
shellac and Loved it. 

Pros: It last 2weeks, Very shinny, professional feel. 

Cons: The color I picked was a dull pink, I believe it  was called Almost Bride. And it ended up turing brown at the bottom. Yes, it lasted two weeks however after I peeled it off my nails looks very damaged and chiped. 

Doing your own nails will never compare to getting them done proffesionaly.  However it can get a bit pricey. For my shellac I paid $23.00. Normally I would pay $22.00 for a mani pedi. Which is awesome, but my nails wont last one day without chipping. So I find my self in a dilema everytime its time to do my nails now. Should I do shellac, should I get a regular mani, should I do them myself, or can i just let them looks ugly. Jk. Never that.   
There are soma beautiful colors out now I decide to give my self a maicure. After all the chiped nails and bad experience with a very short lasting manicure I have found what works for me. 

Go get the perfect at home manicure you need  6 things.
1. A base coat, I love the Revlon quick Dry Base Coat, you can find it in any drug store for less than $6.
2. A good top coat. There are many types of top coats, get one that is right for you. It can be a quick dry or the one I prefer Sally Hansen Super Shine top Coat. It leave my nails with an almost get like shine. 
3. The color of your choice, I love this Sinful Color pink for the Spring in the shade 714 Beautiful Girl. 
4. A cuticle pusher, try to invest in a good one instead of buying the wooden orange sticks over and over again. This one I purchased in Duane Read for about  $4.00 
5. A cuticle oil or cuticle remover. The Sally Hansen Gel cuticle Remover is my favorite.  
6. A nail file
  So lets try to save a couple dollars and get our manis done at home, we can splurge on the days we really want to get pampered. 


Tuesday, April 8, 2014

Blessing In The Making

Why Have I been so lost? Well there is only one answer I am pregnant. My Fiancé Chris and I are expecting our first baby! I have a lost of word; I honestly feel so blessed. So yes, I have been so overwhelmed with school work and the pregnancy. So far I have gained almost 20 pounds so I have no energy to get dressed and look nice. I honestly have no idea how women have the energy to look so beautiful during pregnancy. Maternity clothes looks horrible on and is way to over priced. I am trying to buy the least amount of clothing because my goal is to be back to my normal body and weight as soon as possible.

Now that I am at what most people consider save zone, I will try to update the blog on my progress and how everything is going. There are many changes going on but I am taking everything one step at a time with much patience and well; feeling blessed. Please let me know if you have any questions on anything.

How far along? 
26 weeks, about 6 1/2 months  

Are you showing yet? Definitely

Baby the Size of a: Papaya 

Maternity clothes: 
Well I do not fit in any other type of jeans. lol

Only on my left side with Chris and a pillow as support.

Missing anything: 
Yes, my wine and coffee.

Love you all!! 

Friday, January 31, 2014

Positive Day

So a day like today has been by far one of the most memorable days of my life. No i was not proposed to nor did i meet prince charming. Im going to share a bit of why its was all so special.

So I wake up like any other day ready to conquer the world and exceed in my Philosophy Class. However the night before I had the worst migraine if my life, and if you get migraine you know what the full package is. So back to today morning, As I am walking to school I notice I am literally hearing my heart beating, trying to beat out of my heart and throw all my body.  I walk one hill and I feel it; As I walked the other hill I notice there was something going on. Walking in to my favorite deli to get My usual Rasine Bagel with cream cheese and Strawberry jelly accompanied by a warm extra tall cheap Deli coffee , I notice I was feeling out of place. The beating was getting faster and now I was seeing double of everyone ad everything around me. Witch was not all that bad seeing that the Deli was full of Extra handsome and manly construction workers all in their mid twenties. So I did what any one in my position would have done I ran out of the store. Well I walked and very slowly with out my coffee with out my bagel I did get a bottle of water. Out of the store now looking all over Amsterdam I walked in to Subways. Where I decided to just sit down for 10 minutes and rethink what just happened. My heart beat slowly decreasing its pace. I garbed my self together.

So yeah this does not sound so good but what was so wonderful is I overcame it.

I walked home missed class and called out of work. I diagnosed my self with either having a very weird almost hard attack, an anxiety attack, or just an episode of life.

Well the only medication I could have had in case it was any of the above was to clean my room.
yeah what good did that do.. It did a lot. I now know I have 4 lace bras instead of one. AND I found some socks, I also thought about many things that were in my mind. Like buying the perfect candle for my room and where to buy lavender candles.

Well those are questions to think about..

Love yah LOTS